January 2011
72 posts
do you not notice?
for the past id say 2-3 weeks, my life has purely been about college and work. that is it. and tbh its making me feel numb and brew hatred. Although it has given me time to think. mainly about relationships and how i couldn’t care less about being in one. i see them as more hassle than good. and you know what the sad thing is… i have the opportunity to go out and have a good night...
getting paranoid, getting paranoid
time machine please....
just writing down the amount of work i have to do in a week really gets me stressed. and when i get stressed i eat, which stops me doing work, which gets me more stressed and the circle continues. i then try and calm myself down by relaxing…. I DONT HAVE TIME TO RELAX. if someone has a time machine handy could you please pause time, until i am ready for time to continue moving forward. THIS...
but lend me your heart and ill just let you fall
ill just learn to go it alone....
fine, be with them. but you cant expect me to run to you when things go tits up, because where have you been for me? They all make the same promise they would never be able to keep.
I just hope you see the mistake before its too late….
“you leave me broken shattered I lie”
again im asking myself this question, why cant things be simple? iv had enough of feeling like this, its shit! i just want someone to help me…. thats it! but help me and not fucking criticise! i wanna cry, but dont want to show you your getting to me. stop setting me out to fail or basically, fuck you.
fuck
i have no motivation, im going to fail
Single, is not just a status
its a word that best describes a person who is strong enough to live and enjoy life without depending on others.
essayessayessayessayessayessay......
WRITE YOURSELF
I have bought my Gym wear..... TIME TO GET FIT!
Thistle and Weeds - Mumford & Sons
Spare me your judgements and spare me your dreams Cause recently mine have been tearing my seams I sit alone in this winter clarity which clouds my mind Alone in the wind and the rain you left me It’s getting dark darling, too dark to see And I’m on my knees, and your faith in shreds, it seems
Corrupted by the simple sniff of riches blown I know you have felt much more love than...
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this year....
i need to buy more pretty summer dresses have more sophisticated nights out….. i reallllllly need to knuckle down with my coursework (easier said than done) manage things a lot better maybe not take as many risks as i did make this summer as good as the last learn from all the shit in 2010!!
music is supposed to help me, but its just...